MY SONGS...

2009-10-17T09:04:00.000-07:00

Promise

In every day of live that we live in

We are surrounded

By hatred and anger

We were taught to hate each other

But is it worth it…?

We were showered by lies…

Never get to said what’s in our mind

You leave us here to hunger and cry

For the love you promise that some day

Will come and never dies…

2009-06-26T02:44:00.000-07:00

tribute to michael jackson

2009-06-26T01:17:00.001-07:00

day and night
you've been the light
of people life

your songs gave us
strength

your song gave us life

your songs can never last
as you'll always be in our life

you've reach and touches
every life and every soul
that lives in hollow

even though you're not gonna be
with us no more

even though you are way
than a thousand mile
with your songs keeping us company
will always make us smile

a million mile

that's how much you meant to us

we love you,and will always love you

*may you always be in peace*

2009-06-14T23:17:00.000-07:00

2009-06-14T23:00:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow you’re leaving

You’re leaving for three years,

I am sorry for all my wrong doings,

I tried to hide my fears

But I can’t

I am sorry I couldn’t be there tomorrow

As I’m afraid of the sorrow

But I just wanna let you know that

No matter where you are

You will always be my star

Shine my life

With sparkling lights

In my lonely night

Just remember where ever you

You will always be prayers…

*if you care about a person you got to willingly let them go,even if your love for them is like the ocean wide*

2009-06-07T10:02:00.001-07:00

2009-06-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

i heard voices of love flowing through the hearts of mine entering my soul and make it shine i've tried to see, but i can't i've tried to find, but you weren't there i always wander who are you who give me the moment of tender and the only person who can see me through i can't think no more you only came to the shore when bright lights turn to darkness which i called night of life where the forbidden love reunites to give hope to the souls of love you came only in my nights shower me with shimmering lights that i hope and yearn for during my daylight... but still i can't see you the way i want it however the only thing i know is that you are the only person that give me soothing chilling snows in my time of drought cause you're the only person who's in my thought no matter how far i am you'll always be with me till internity.....

14 june...

2009-06-05T08:19:00.000-07:00

14 june is coming
and soon you'll be leaving

sometimes i wander why must we know each other
coz usually i don't bother
but the time we'd spent together
was priceless and precious

before i know you
i heard voices talking about you
some are good some are bad

but as i get to know you
even if it was not for a very long period of time
but i observed and learned
and i did see faith
in you

you were great,you were amazing
in a word you were tremendous

just have a good time
and take care

to my brother

2009-06-05T07:54:00.000-07:00

never thought this day would ever come
tears falling down my cheek
figuring out to shadow the leak

i thought i would be strong for it
i thought i would not yearn for it
but now i realize i couldn't make it
as i miss you in my sleep

i know I've said that i don't bother
but that's not possible as you're my brother

we grew up together
with mother and father
just so you know whenever you need us
just look over your shoulder
cause we'll always be your shelter

2009-05-23T11:53:00.000-07:00

waking up 5 in the morning
wandering if you're staying

as i open my eyes
it was all a dream
it was all a lie

you said you'll stay
you promise that you're not gonna go away

as i blink the world changes
ground beneath moved by inches

i cried for your love
i yearn for your love

i can't believe you leave
i can't believe to live
the life filled with sorrow
that made me hollow
deep inside...

2009-05-23T11:48:00.000-07:00

now,everyday and every morning
it's not the same and shining
as before

i just learn to know you
i just yearn to know you

now it's gone
it's done and dead

you leave without telling
you leave without knowing
what live deep within

it's ok
it's alright

as i know you leave for the best of you

any who
my prayers will always be with you...

2009-05-23T11:44:00.000-07:00

waiting under a moonlight
staring high above the sky
wandering when,wandering why
will the day ever began

watching the sunrise
wandering of my life
hoping for fairy's
to glow my worries

2009-05-23T11:38:00.001-07:00

vision

2009-05-23T11:10:00.000-07:00

I had a vision once

That you are my only one

When i look into your eyes I see truth

I see faith

Whenever I felt like life was through

You gave me strength to revive

And relive my life to survive

I had a vision once

That you are my only one

When I see you smile

It washes away all my sorrow

That lives deep within

Before I met you

I was running a thousand mile

Trying to find myself

In this world that filled with horror

I had a vision once

Living in a life with happiness

No sorrow no sadness

Just live the life that I’ve always dream of

But all of that was only a vision

As I’ am living a life with no options

life and dreams

2009-05-19T05:19:00.000-07:00

Sometimes in life we couldn’t get what we want

Even though sometimes we’ve tried so hard

And in the end we are the one that they haunt

I keep on dreaming and dreaming

For this life to change

As I hope for a shining sun to rise above

To light up my life

For just a smile

My past that made me who I ‘am

And what I’ am today

My life was filled with darkness once

Never thought I would ever want my tomorrow

As I know it will only be sorrow

My present have taught me

That there are more to life

And that there are stars that I have to strive

I was vulnerable then

That led my dreams to fade away

And all I could do was just to watch it to decay

But, I’ve always believe that things happen for a reason

My dreams did decay

But it left me with little pieces

Of hope, that gave me strength

To move on

Live on

And, dream on

Because of all of that

It had made me stronger

In my time of hunger

It had teaches me

That life can bring someone a whole new hope

As it is also a rope

To help me climb high above

During my time in need

For the life that I will lead

2009-05-19T04:27:00.000-07:00

2009-05-15T02:55:00.001-07:00

love

2009-05-15T02:22:00.000-07:00

even if i'm gone
i want you to know that you're not alone

i've been waiting for this day to arrive
as i want you to strive
for the best of life

despite, i'm no more
i want you to keep trying till you reach the shore
cause i know you'll find more

if i could i would'nt leave you
and if i would
i want to love you

what's coming for you is way more than me
so don't ever regret
cause i'll never will forget
what you meant to me.....

P.S.:I'VE ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TILL THE LAST BREATH OF MY LIFE...

2009-05-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

leaving

2009-04-30T04:42:00.000-07:00

now,everyday and every morning
it's not the same and shining
as before

i just learn to know you
i just yearn to know you

now,it's gone
it's done and dead

you leave without telling
you leave without knowing
what live deep within

it's ok
it's alright

as i know you leave for the best of you

any who
my prayers will always be with you...

done by:PHOENIX HALLIWELL

2009-04-10T03:42:00.001-07:00

MY LOVE...

ever since the day i saw you i felt love
ever since you're here it tells me you're my love,
and forever you'll always be my endless love...

2009-04-07T04:18:00.000-07:00

everyday and morning
boarding the bus of 55
wandering if
i could see again
as far as it seems
you were there every day

walking along this lonely bridge
seeing you there infront of my edge

so tomorrow it will be the same as today
and nothing's gonna change in the way

soul

2009-04-07T03:40:00.000-07:00

dreamin of you every step of the way
wandering what's life when you're away

i always see the side of people
but i'm to blind to see the side of you
i've been waitin for a very long time to say i love you

my heart crushes to a million pieces
watching you walk away
never thought it's the end with no ways

everyday i pray
i pray for you to come to me
but when i look out of the window
whats left is only shadows

of me and you...

*for what its worth i love you*

2009-03-17T06:44:00.000-07:00

today is the day
the day has come

tears of pride
tears of sadness
is all over

but what i see is only you

seeing you walking down the isle
makes me smile
a thousand mile

walking along
watching you smile
tells me where i belong

as i look into your eyes
it says your the one
and written you're my one...

from this day on
whats mine will forever be yours

today is day
of me and you
to show how much i love you...

*special dedication to Adams...*

2009-03-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

living in a life
fill with dramas
and lies

have taught me a thing or two,

in the life of today
people are not as it seems as they are

there's no one now
who will ever gonna pick you up
when you tremble down

instead,
they help you by turning you down.

no matter how close you are to them
one day
sooner nor later
PEOPLE THEY'LL LET YOU DOWN IN THE END...

2009-03-15T07:34:00.000-07:00

Going back and forth
Wandering what is wrong with me

I tried to scream
I've tried to see
What's with me

Words fly and soar like a bird
Sending notes that's full of dirt

I'm asking why
I'm asking now

What's with me.

Till now those words
Still haunting me down,

Why would you judge
If don't even know what lies beneath my heart.

You'll never understand
You'll never get it

Cause as far as it seems I'm drowning
By the words of dirt...

TRUTH OF LOVE

2009-03-07T05:10:00.000-08:00

sometimes when you think that you know a person
it's just not as it seems
'cause when you observe deep within
then you'll see the truth of them.

people of earth never of them are truth
they give reasons of life to live their love
not living the love that live within.

so be careful of who and what you give your love to...
'cause you'll never know what the truth lies within...

JUST FOR YOU

2008-12-16T06:07:00.000-08:00

Just for You

Turn left, turn right

no matter where you turn it's still gonna be the same

as always...

Turn left, you thought he's a friend

Turn right, you thought you're safe

But when you make a circle then you'll know its the end

No matter what you did you can never be appreciated

What you want is only the best for them

I just want you to know that whenever you're feeling down

Just look up to the sky cause I’ll always be there...

Done by:Phoenix Halliwell

Date:25/11/2008

MEANIN

2008-12-16T06:03:00.000-08:00

i use to wonder

what is the meanin of love,

since i dont have one

i use to wonder

what is the meanig of hurt

and wonder how it feels

now knowing you,

you have shown me all

of my wonders

but now i am wondering what is... the meanin of sorry

TRUST

2008-11-26T00:41:00.000-08:00

Just for You

Turn left, turn right
no matter where you turn it's still gonna be the same
as always...

Turn left, you thought he's a friend
Turn right, you thought you're safe
But when you make a circle then you'll know its the end

No matter what you did you can never be appreciated
What you wanted is only the best for them

I just want you to know that whenever you're feeling down
Just look up to the sky cause I’ll always be there

watching over you...

Done by:Phoenix Halliwell
Date:25/11/2008

NO PAST....NO FUTURE....

2008-10-25T08:32:00.000-07:00

Yesterday i was living in a dream...
today i am living in the present...
tomorrow i'll be living for the future...

I used to be a fool
living in dreams...
never knowing what life is all about..

Today..i am new as a butterfly
picking up pieces for tomorrow...

Tomorrow is a brand new day...
wondering what it could be..

Wake up to live a wonderful life for you and me...

Done by:Nabilah
Date:25oct08

LIVE FOR THE FUTURE...NOT TOMORROW

2008-10-22T02:24:00.000-07:00

I am living a life for the future
wondering what it could be
for you and me...

Hoping its gonna be better than tomorrow
coz i had this dream...
a lively,lovely dream...

I am standing above every ground
holding up my dreams high above
smiling with every emotions that live beneath me

Who ever thought a girl like me
living with a fear of dreams
standing up high and say "i did it",not only for me but also for you

Now i am still learning
and living for the future...not tomorrow

done by:Nabilah
date:22oct08

IF I WERE TO FADE AWAY...

2008-10-17T02:14:00.000-07:00

Every shining morning,
i saw your smile,
through the heart of mine

Wondering if its the last shine,
that i could ever see

If i were to fade away...,
the next morning,
please dont be sad

Coz i am here...
and will always be here...

Done by:Nabilah
Date:17oct08

The Begining...

2008-10-14T05:07:00.000-07:00

The first song that I ever published on my blog:

THE BEGINING...

Today is the day where all bond breaks
you go your own way
and i go mine

Counting the days,the memories that we had
hoping it'll be back
just the way it is

The hugs and kisses that we share
tought me the meaning of love

Now it's time to say good bye
just so you know its not the end
coz the moment that we had can never die

Just counting the days(counting the days)
for it to begin...

done by:Nabilah
date:14oct08