14 june...

14 june is coming
and soon you'll be leaving

sometimes i wander why must we know each other
coz usually i don't bother
but the time we'd spent together
was priceless and precious

before i know you
i heard voices talking about you
some are good some are bad

but as i get to know you
even if it was not for a very long period of time
but i observed and learned
and i did see faith
in you

you were great,you were amazing
in a word you were tremendous

just have a good time
and take care

to my brother

never thought this day would ever come
tears falling down my cheek
figuring out to shadow the leak

i thought i would be strong for it
i thought i would not yearn for it
but now i realize i couldn't make it
as i miss you in my sleep

i know I've said that i don't bother
but that's not possible as you're my brother

we grew up together
with mother and father
just so you know whenever you need us
just look over your shoulder
cause we'll always be your shelter

waking up 5 in the morning
wandering if you're staying

as i open my eyes
it was all a dream
it was all a lie

you said you'll stay
you promise that you're not gonna go away


as i blink the world changes
ground beneath moved by inches

i cried for your love
i yearn for your love

i can't believe you leave
i can't believe to live
the life filled with sorrow
that made me hollow
deep inside...

now,everyday and every morning
it's not the same and shining
as before

i just learn to know you
i just yearn to know you

now it's gone
it's done and dead

you leave without telling
you leave without knowing
what live deep within

it's ok
it's alright

as i know you leave for the best of you

any who
my prayers will always be with you...

waiting under a moonlight
staring high above the sky
wandering when,wandering why
will the day ever began

watching the sunrise
wandering of my life
hoping for fairy's
to glow my worries

vision

I had a vision once

That you are my only one

When i look into your eyes I see truth

I see faith

Whenever I felt like life was through

You gave me strength to revive

And relive my life to survive

I had a vision once

That you are my only one

When I see you smile

It washes away all my sorrow

That lives deep within

Before I met you

I was running a thousand mile

Trying to find myself

In this world that filled with horror

I had a vision once

Living in a life with happiness

No sorrow no sadness

Just live the life that I’ve always dream of

But all of that was only a vision

As I’ am living a life with no options