waking up 5 in the morning
wandering if you're staying

as i open my eyes
it was all a dream
it was all a lie

you said you'll stay
you promise that you're not gonna go away


as i blink the world changes
ground beneath moved by inches

i cried for your love
i yearn for your love

i can't believe you leave
i can't believe to live
the life filled with sorrow
that made me hollow
deep inside...

now,everyday and every morning
it's not the same and shining
as before

i just learn to know you
i just yearn to know you

now it's gone
it's done and dead

you leave without telling
you leave without knowing
what live deep within

it's ok
it's alright

as i know you leave for the best of you

any who
my prayers will always be with you...

waiting under a moonlight
staring high above the sky
wandering when,wandering why
will the day ever began

watching the sunrise
wandering of my life
hoping for fairy's
to glow my worries

vision

I had a vision once

That you are my only one

When i look into your eyes I see truth

I see faith

Whenever I felt like life was through

You gave me strength to revive

And relive my life to survive

I had a vision once

That you are my only one

When I see you smile

It washes away all my sorrow

That lives deep within

Before I met you

I was running a thousand mile

Trying to find myself

In this world that filled with horror

I had a vision once

Living in a life with happiness

No sorrow no sadness

Just live the life that I’ve always dream of

But all of that was only a vision

As I’ am living a life with no options

life and dreams

Sometimes in life we couldn’t get what we want

Even though sometimes we’ve tried so hard

And in the end we are the one that they haunt

I keep on dreaming and dreaming

For this life to change

As I hope for a shining sun to rise above

To light up my life

For just a smile

My past that made me who I ‘am

And what I’ am today

My life was filled with darkness once

Never thought I would ever want my tomorrow

As I know it will only be sorrow

My present have taught me

That there are more to life

And that there are stars that I have to strive

I was vulnerable then

That led my dreams to fade away

And all I could do was just to watch it to decay

But, I’ve always believe that things happen for a reason

My dreams did decay

But it left me with little pieces

Of hope, that gave me strength

To move on

Live on

And, dream on

Because of all of that

It had made me stronger

In my time of hunger

It had teaches me

That life can bring someone a whole new hope

As it is also a rope

To help me climb high above

During my time in need

For the life that I will lead

love

even if i'm gone
i want you to know that you're not alone

i've been waiting for this day to arrive
as i want you to strive
for the best of life

despite, i'm no more
i want you to keep trying till you reach the shore
cause i know you'll find more

if i could i would'nt leave you
and if i would
i want to love you

what's coming for you is way more than me
so don't ever regret
cause i'll never will forget
what you meant to me.....

P.S.:I'VE ALWAYS LOVE YOU AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU TILL THE LAST BREATH OF MY LIFE...